Thankful relationships

Sometimes to be truly thankful for what you have (not materially, but emotionally) it has to slowly, or quickly disappear. I have began to notice this little by little.

Looking back at my high school career I can say that there were several relationships that went through their rough patches. What I am beginning to notice now is that as soon as I became too self centered or unappreciative of what that friend did for me the relationship started to dwindle. Why didn't I notice this before?!

Whether it be a boy or girl I am truly going to work on cherishing each moment I get to spend with a friend. They are each in my life for a bigger purpose and unless I become aware of their presence it will soon be robbed.

I'm glad this summer has been so full of learning. I am so thankful that I have wonderful friends who are helping me learn so many things without even knowing it. Thank you!!

Little Landon

Today I am not only thankful but impressed by my little brother. I didn't see him much today but I was thankful when the day ended with his hilarious dinner entertainment.

The reality of how much I'll miss him with my move sets in everyday.

Now I don't meant to be completely depressing so I'll switch notes and give you a glimpse of Landon's shinning personality.

Almost daily, at mealtimes he chooses to entertain the family with 11 year old stand-up comedy. He does every pitch and tone of laughter known to man. For some reason, I have never been able to mature out of my giggly stage when he comes around. There is NEVER a quiet moment with Landon in the house.

Despite all the harassing and badgering I have (and Jordan too) done, I will miss every ounce of noise and movement from this spunky little guy.

Thanks Landon for keeping me on my toes with your vivacious, character-like personality. Love ya!

Blog about it

Tonight I find myself in agitation over petty things. So when all else fails, I guess I'll blog about it.

I knew graduation would bring about major changes for my peers and I but a lot has shocked me in a short amount of time. I thought the changes would slowly ease in and come over large amounts of time...I was wrong.

For some reason, I seem to find people changing drastically. A few people have gained this overwhelming sense of "I don't care anymore" or as the younger, more embarrassing generation chooses to call it "YOLO". I believe there are many things we should take lightly and not stress about, but not caring about people's feelings because you only live once can be extreme to a certain point.

To those out there thinking it all doesn't matter anymore, remind me when you learn the hard way how it now matters to you.

Thank you blog for letting me become Dr. Phil for the night!

Summer of 2012

With only the first few days of summer under my belt, I'm already so impressed.

I came into this summer thinking id be bored and anxious for college but I have been proved wrong.

Once again, the littlest things in life never seize to amaze me. Just a few offers and time to hang out with friends. Beautiful days in the sun with my family and endless graduations parties have been soo fun.

I am positive it's only going to get better and I thank God for the endless blessings he continues to send my way. Here's to an amazing summer!

Half blood

Tonight I was lucky enough to attend the Turlock Pentecost Associated Bullfights. I had nothing but a great night!

What I find amazing is my love and interest in Portuguese events. My m(who is only half Portuguese) is not fond of bullfights at all and my dads opinions are about the same.

As for me, I love them! I just don't know where it came from.

Even though I'm not 100% Portuguese, I absolutely, 100% love everything about the culture.

Thank you to meus amigos portugueses for making tonight a blast!